eight-teen.
14 feb 1991.
I'm happy go lucky, plesant girl and been love with some one since 09\01\09
This blog is dedicated just for you love you only.
kau bagaikan pelangi yg muncul kedlm hidupku Friday, May 28, 2010 12:32:00 PM
Semalam aku bertemu dgn seorg lelaki tidak ku sangka lelaki itu adelah jiranku.. Sudah 7 tahun aku tinggal disitu aku akui kite tidak pena bertegur sapa. Ttp semalam semueye beruba. Aku tidak sangka, aku tertanya tanya adegan kah engkau adelah pelangi yg di kurniakan daripada tuhan kedalam hidupku?kau ceriakan hidupku...Kau membawak aku keluar semalam mlm dgn menaiki keretamu.. Jenaka mu membuat aku menrindui mu.. Kau jujur,baik,kelakar understanding dan sebagainya, Aku selesa disisimu... Awak terima kasih saya ucapkan kerna awak sudi berkwn dgn saye. Awak mengubah hidup Saya...Alhamdulilah..Amin..
Kadang-kadang Allah sembunyi kan matahari, dan dia dtgkan petir dan kilat kita tertanya-tanya dimana kah perginya matahari. Rupa-rupanya Allah memberi kita pelang...
Everything have ended 12:07:00 PM
Semue da berakhir antara kite. Tiada ku sangka semue berlalu bergitu pantas. Aku keliru adekah ini semue hanyala mimpi bagiku? Setelah semuenya ku korbankan, dibuang bergitu saja.. Aku akui aku terluka. Sudah 1 minggu lebih berlalu aku di sini mengharap kan pelangi muncul kedalam hidup ku. Aku berdoa agar Allah memberi kan ketenangan di dalam hidup aku. Aku sedar siapa diri ku, serba kekurangan. Skrg bagiku cinta kasih dan sayang ku hanya lah untuk org yang benar benar ihklas mengenali ku. Aku berazam untuk beruba.Andainya ini semua adelah takdir dari allah aku redha,sekirennye aku tahu dia pena membahagia kan hidupku waktu dahulu.. Aku berdoa agar diri kau bahagia. Sekirenye aku banyak meluah kan kata2 yg membuat diri kau terluke aku mintak maaf mungkin aku tidak adr niat utk buat kau bergitu.. terima kaseh ats segala pergorbanan yg telah kau lakukan kepada ku. I think i should move on with my life..insyallah akn ku temu penganti mu suatu hari nanti amin.. Aku tahu aku tidak boleh mendapat melupakanmu.. Hanya la air mata ku menjadi saksi ats segalanya...assalamulaikum
Its been along time since i upated my blog.. So here i am againt to let my chest out..
Dear sorry for not been updated my blog. Ayg theres alot of thing that i been kipping to myself.. Do u kwn that i love you so much.. i want you to knw that i cant live without u, Every single days of my life i always hope that u r here with me watch everthing that i do. I felt so happy each time wen im in ur arm. I knw theres a time wen the thing that i say offended u. im sorry i jus wanna let you knw that im so afraid of loosing u. U r the moon which lighted my life whenever the sun isnt around. Theres alot oF memories between us. You are sharing your life wif me i promise i wont hurt it neither to kill it.. How am i gonna fall for some1 else wen you stole awy my hert? Ayg nothing can describe how much i love you. Tears seem to pouring dwn. I nided you so badly knw.. I miss you so much.. You never knw how hard my life is wen you r not ard..
Sayang aku akn menjaga mu semana mampunya diriku
Akn aku bahagia kan mu akn aku sayang dan mencintai mu hingga keakhir hayatku.
janji ku hanya padamu...
i stress Friday, November 06, 2009 9:22:00 AM
Dear i just feeling kinda dwn. Im feeling so stress. I actualie try to figure out y does my parent treat me this way. Am i a big burden to them? Im 18 years old nw. Im more mature and i need you my parent to lead me to the right path. To be here next to me. Guide me. Probably you think that i can be independent! Yes i admit i can but hais i just could'nt elaborate more. I hate the way you treat me. Is like i did a big mistake.i dont reallie understand both of you. Mum do you knw that i love u? You are the most supporting mum in this world. But sometime i feel so hurt the way you treat me. You treat your frens so well never want to make them hurt. but y u treat me this way? Y just cant you understand me? For 18 years of living you never kisx me hug me or say that you love me.. Same goes to dad never give me chance to tolk to share problem he just cant be bother.. mum if i knw my life would be like this nw i would be glad if god take me away wen i was in your womb. You guys shattered my dream you make me dwn! im giving up! I cry every nite and wishthat you can be like other of my frens parent.. god i just cant take it anymore.. haiz!!!!!!!!!
Dear frens... Rakinah, shamirah,diana,fiqah,syarifah,hasanah,sara,naz,fad,alfa and nurul.. My dearest frens.. Just wana confess wats act in my hert that i been kipping for so long.... I miss you guys so much... Been thinking of you guys... All the swit sad happy memories are still fresh in my mynd... Wishing that we could be together again like wat we use to be last time... . I knw each and everyone of you have change but i hope you guys change for the better.. Im happy with you guys last time even tot we do fight sometimes.. frens, tears seem to be pouring dwn! Couldnt take it anymore.. I just nid to kip everything in my hert and try to find ways to let it out.. I hope you guys wont forget me.. I love you guys and missing you guys.. Dont forget me!
How much you are mean to me Friday, October 30, 2009 12:43:00 PM
Its been long since i last updated my blog... So Lets start it nw.. Theres alot happen in the past, between me with frens love ones etc.. hahaha but im glad that i can be strong. Act i jus wanted to giv up! but my ayg encourage and motivate me to be strong... ayg can me say sumting? Ayg you r so swit! n ilysm! thks ayg! heheh... ayg i still remember wen that time ayg nak go seremban.. me cry infront of my frens... im so paiseh. seriously i didnt cry for sum1 before...ayg u meant alot to me.... ayg jgn tinggal kan me k.... org love ayg only ayg!
Ku rindu kan dirimu setiap mlm ku renung kan wajah mu
kau la satunya di dalam hati ku. Jgnla kau pergi dari hidup ku. Ku mohon pada mu agar kau hidup brsama ku.. Kau lah segala-galanya di dalam hidup ku.. kau la sukma hidup ku..
